We have too many ornaments. Though they all hail from different places, they’ve ended up in three giant plastic bins, one of which won’t close, in my closet. This year after decorating several Christmas trees in our house, we still had some left over, so I decided to purge what we didn’t need anymore.
For the past few months, I’ve been trying to declutter our house. I’m not the neatest person in the world and I am by no means a minimalist, but I’m tired of being surrounded by stuff, so I try to make a dent in it every week. My ambitions seeped over to our ornaments, so that’s how I wound up sifting through the unabridged history of my Christmases the other night.
Turns out that organizing an ornament bin isn’t the same thing as streamlining your sock drawer. With socks, it’s easy. If they don’t have a mate, they get cast aside. If they have holes or stains, they’re gone. With ornaments it’s different. Even if they’re in need of repair, the story behind them is still intact, making it impossible to throw them out.
Looking through the bin that won’t close, I found the angel I made in Sunday school when I was five years old. This poor angel has lost her wings, and her yellow yarn hair is thinning on her round Styrofoam head, but I refuse to throw her away because every time I pick her up, I hear my Sunday school teacher’s sweet voice. Then there’s the miniature White House my best friend’s mom gave me after we waited in the freezing cold for a tour, and the blue and pink “Baby’s First Christmas” balls my late mother gave me when I had twins. Those babies are almost 15, and even though their ornaments look a little beat up, I can’t part with them.
Some of our ornaments don’t make it on the tree, but their purpose isn’t about decoration anymore. Each one tells a tale, and I like remembering those tales when Christmas comes around. They’re a portal to holidays past.
Over the years things have changed. My parents are no longer with us, so there’s no going home for Christmas for me, but when I open my ornament boxes, I’m there. I can hear my mom telling dad which decorations to bring down from the attic. I can see my dad wrapping white lights around every branch of our tree, and there, in the middle of all the chaos, are the ornaments. A constant then and a much-needed constant now.
The holidays can make change harder than peanut brittle, but the beauty of the season is that it’s okay to mix the old with the new. When I open our boxes of ornaments, I know I’m going to find the white cat my cousins gave me when I got my first pet and the gold felt stars my mother made when I was in elementary school. They’ll be there mixed with ornaments my kids made, as well as ornaments from places we’ve traveled, working together to illustrate the past and present.
I’ll get back to decluttering our house in January, but I’ve decided my ornaments are off limits. I don’t need closet space that badly. Besides, these trinkets help me celebrate all my Christmases at once, and that’s something I can count on every year.
This article was initially published by News of Davidson on December 19, 2024.